Memori Ilusi

7 April 2013, 12.41 am

Atas permintaan seorang sahabat, maka kisah ini ditulis.

Tu pun lepas jenuh kena hentam soalan bertubi-tubi
"Bila nak tulis novel?"

_prologue_

i ~ so_we_meet_again

"Shoot!!!"

Bola jingga yang digenggam itu diangkat melebihi paras bahu. Tangan kanannya menolak kuat bola tersebut, dan bola melayang-layang di atas udara. Tujuh pasang mata memerhati dari luar half court.

"Bam!" Bergegar basket di papan di hadapan. Mata mereka mencerun ke bawah melihat bola jatuh mengikut hukum graviti.

"Score!" jerit Vent sambil tersenyum.

"Gila kau! Kau makan apa hah?"

"Bernuolli." jawab Vent, selamba.

"Benda apa tu?"

"Bernuolli's principle."

Court tu sepi ala-ala background music cengkerik.

"Physics, Fluid Dynamics. Form 4." jawab Vent.

"Mangkuk kau! Tau la terer Fizik! Prince of Phycics kat sekolah ni pulak tu!"

"Mana ada.. Korang ni.."

"Nama pun Vent. Ada power boleh control angin agaknya."

"Wei.. Tu kan kuasa..."

"Dahlah.. Yang penting, he's back!!."


"Well, since this is our senior year, jom enjoy sepanjang tahun ni!"

"JOM!!!" jerit enam lagi suara.


Mereka bertujuh melangkah meninggalkan court.


Dari jauh, sepasang mata memerhatikan seorang daripada mereka.

"So we meet again."

7th July 2013, 12.07 pm

You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Help me to free the me inside
Help me me hear the music of my heart
Help me hear the music of my heart
You've opened my eyes
You've opened the door
To something I've never known before
And your love...
(love)
Is the music of my heart... (music of my heart)

~N'Sync & Gloria Estefan~

There are various types of musics.
Rock. Pop. Indie. Alternative. Hardcore.
Different people and different taste.

We've been grows up with musics.
Since kindergarten. Primary school. Secondary. And university.
And some songs becomes the insignia to our past.
We could stare at the windows for hours, reminiscing the memory.
The way we express ourselves. Our feeling.

6 April 2013, 10.28 pm

i

"Naik bas dari sana pukul berapa?"
"As balik ESOK la. 4.30 petang."

Dah hantar mesej minggu lepas.
kata balik hari Ahad.
tapi hari ni masih hari Sabtu.

Kesian si ibu menanti kepulangan anak tercinta. T_T


ii

Pagi

"Malam ni, nak habiskan novel Fatimah Syarha.
Ada 700++ muka lagi."


Tengah hari

"Esok kita buat presentation ye! Pukul 9!"

Alahai.. Baru nak rehat malam ni..


iii

"Nak sewa kamera boleh?"

S E W A ! ! !

"Boleh je!!!! (Asalkan duit masuk!!)"

^^

Beberapa hari kemudian...

"Sorry ye.. Lupa nak bawak ke UTM tadi. Balik bila ye?"
"Eh.. takpe takpe.. Saya balik Ahad.."

Memang dah takdir balik lambat. Allah sebaik-baik perancang.

"Ok la. Abang bagi Sabtu ye."

Hari Sabtu

"Berapa ye?"
"Tak kisah pun..."

Tangannya membuka zip beg dan not ringgit Malaysia dihulur.

"WHOA!!!!!!"

Dua hari je pun. Tapi sewa macam satu sem.
Tak kisah. Orang dah bagi, jangan complain "Apesal banyak sangat"
Bersyukur kepada Yang Maha Memberi, bukan yang memberi.
Dan tolong jangan mengungkit mintak dipangkah.

Anyway, merasa jugaklah Nikon D3100 ni travel oversea.

iv

"Dah agak dah mesti balik esok ni. Ada kelas kan pagi Jumaat."
"Tu lah. Ingat nak ponteng. Kalau tak, malam ni aku dah takde kat bilik."
"Saya dah habis kuliah hari ni. Kalau tak sebab kelas Sabtu Ahad, petang tadi dah cabut."

"Ingat nak stay je kat UTM. Tiket dah beli, tapi tak tau nak balikm ke tak. Nak buat PSM"
"Balik je. Takdenya cuti nak masuk makmal"

Betul jugak.

"Jumpa dua minggu lagi!"

Saya menyusur koridor gelap.
Dan berbisik perlahan,
"InsyaAllah"

v

I need to see you next week, on weekdays.
In KL.
Urgent + Important.
~nc~

2 April 2013, 11.00 pm

Semester ni memang ada 'kelainan'.
Sejak awal semester, saya menyisihkan diri daripada kenalan.
Jauh daripada sahabat sefakulti, sekelas, se-kolej kediaman.
Langsung tak gatal jari pergi mesej seorang demi seorang.
Facebook pun terbiar tanpa sebaraang status update.

Dua bulan tanpa apa-apa berita.

Ada beberapa insan yang perasan tentang kebisuan ni.


"Lama senyap. Marah akak ke?"

Saya kaku dan bisu.
Tak tahu nak reply apa.

24 March 2013, 10.39 pm

There'll be THREE tests (yes, three) this week for three consecutive days - starting from Tuesday.
So I don't think I'll update this blog for a moment.
(For the sake of the test. Haha)

For the first two papers, I think I can handle them, 'cuz i've started my revision since last four weeks.
(I always study four weeks earlier before test. I know I'm weird.)
The third paper, I think, the toughest for this semester. (insyaAllah my final semester)
Newton-Rhapson. Gauss-Seidel. Just like Numerical method, but it is a subject for Electrical Power.

Anyway, good luck for those taking the tests and exam.
And congratulations for those who scored for SPM and STPM.
For those who don't, just remember that written exam grades are just tiny little pieces of our life.
And nobody bothers after few years later.

SPM, STPM and other exams are just what we did few months ago.
It is today that matters, which reflects your true self.

May Allah bless.

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