Memori Ilusi

sekiranya kita

berani bermimpi

kita juga harus

berani mengejarnya

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During my school days, I always dream of becoming a teacher. Err, WHAT?

Yes, DEAD SERIOUS.

"WHY???"

"'Because I don't have CITA-CITA!"

Maybe I was inspired by my teachers during the past.

The knowledge that we got today should be spread to the next generations.

Or even for this generation.

The thing is, I have no confidence.

A teacher (or a lecturer) should have confidence to speak to the whole class.

And they need to have eye contact with their students.

I can't do those things.

In the high school, I wanna be an engineer.

Inspired by videogames, I think. Heh.

bbut the course is quite tough.

Although I excelled in SPM, engineering is something different.

But, this is what I want since my earlier days.

There's no point in turning back to where we begins.

So I just keep walking forward and never turn back.

Terkilan? Agaklah jugak. Nak ikutkan hati, baik ambik sains fizik je.

Jauh lebih senang.

Actually, I have one cita-cita since my matriculation days, other than engineering.

It becomes stronger and getting bigger when I enter the university.

Something I hid to most people.

I wanna be a writer. Or an author.

"Why?"

"Why not?"

:)