October 31 2014, 12. 11 am

Mungkin kalau di sebelah sana, Halloween merupakan satu perayaan besar yang disambut di serata benua. Sesetengah drama dan rancangan televisyen diorang pun ada episod khas sempena Halloween (selalunya episod yang ke-13 dalam musim tu). Sebuah sambutan yang saya kira takde kena mengena pun dengan agama. Ada ke agama yang menggalakkan penganutnya jadi hantu? (Kalau betul la diorang ni beragama).
Because I believe that most of them atheists. Yet, they're celebrating Christmas annually.

Rasa-rasanya, kita kat Malaysia ni pun serupa je. Islam tu datang time 1 hingga 29 atau 30 Ramadan, 1 Syawal dan 10 Zulhijjah. Rancangan tv bulan puasa tu bukan main sopannya. Time raya, macam-macam jenis filem keluar. Tiap-tiap minggu ponteng solat Jumaat, tapi terawih tak pernah miss. Hakikatnya, kita keliru dengan siapa diri kita.

Actually, tarikh 31 Oktober ni agak bermakna la dalam keluarga kami.
Kalau di sana sambut Halloween, kami di sini juga ada sambutan yang tersendiri.
Cuma tak sambut Halloween la. No trick or treat, jack-o-lantern , wizard hat, mummies, and all sort of that.



Happy birthday, mama.
May Allah bless.


October 30, 2014, 8.04 am

Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect.
It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfection.

*****

It's like living in a dream.
Because next week IS the week.
And everything will change forever.
The way I see people.
And the way they see me.

Indeed, time changes everyone.

Thank you Allah for everything.
Thank you mama  and all of my siblings.

So, my next goal is to sit for the exam.
Listening. Speaking. Reading. Writing.
And I don't know when.is that gonna happened.

May Allah bless.

~nc~

October 18, 2014, 7.47 pm

Bila tengok jadual konvo untuk FKE kat UTM, saya senyum lebar je.
Kesian adik-adik junior ni. Eheh.

Saya pernah ikut senior 'berkonvo' untuk FKE sejak saya Tahun Tiga lagi.
Masa 2011, diorang konvo Sabtu petang.
Tahun 2012, diorang konvo Sabtu petang jugak.
Time saya, 2013, kami konvo Ahad petang. Bertukar hari je.

Dan adik-adik saya ni, 2014, kena konvo Ahad pagi. Hoho.
Tarikh pendaftaran - 6.45 am - 7.15 am.
Lepas 7.15 pagi, kaunter pendaftaran ditutup.
Memang kelam kabut la pagi tu.

Pesanan kepada adik-adik junior:
Aimi, Suhaila dan adik-adik yang lain,

1. Masa konvo, bawak bekal banyak-banyak dan sumbat dalam poket. Serius lapar, lagi-lagi waktu pagi sampai menjengah ke tengah hari.
2. Tak payah datang raptai pun takpe. Just simply follow the flow. Memang mengarutlah kalau kata raptai tu DIWAJIBKAN hadir.
3. Dan tolong jangan buat apa-apa tarian kat atas pentas tu ye. Ni majlis konvo, bukan nightclub. Kita ni graduan, dah akilbaligh dan dah matang.
4. Lepas ambik ijazah, jalan perlahan-lahan sebelum tutrun tangga sebab ada photographer nak ambik gambar korang untuk buat kenangan.
5. Jangan lupa senyum dan ucap terima kasih atau menjunjung kasih kat orang yang bagi ijazah tu.
6. Kalau bawak DSLR dalam dewan, pandai-pandai sorokkan dalam jubah. Boleh je ambik gambar sebenarnya. Cuma jangan obvious sangatlah. Jangan sibuk sangat berselfie ye.
7. Bayaran untuk konvo, time saya cuma RM200. Hadir majlis atau tak, sewa jubah atau tak, bayar tetap bayar. UTM kan suka sedut duit student dia. Dah jadi graduan pun dia nak sedut lagi duit kita.
8.Anatar ucapan oleh Naib Canselor nanti ialah "tolong bayar hutang PTPTN anda" dan "Graduan UTM hendaklah membantu pihak universiti dengan memberi sumbangan kepada pihak universiti dalam endowment/tabung/dana untuk biasiswa bla bla bla selepas mendapat pekerjaan nanti.". Lepas ayat ni, konfem satu dewan ketawa.

Tu je kot.
Kepada adik-adik junior tercinta,
selamat bergraduasi 'kakak' korang ni ucapkan.

By the way, thanks Aimi sebab sanggup beratur dan ambikkan jubah saya tahun lepas.

~Natural Cure~

October 13, 2014, 3.32 pm

"Masa muda ialah sesuatu yang dicemburui oleh mereka yang tidak memilikinya."

*****

Sometimes, I miss the time I was a little bit younger. We can sleep and dream for the whole day. It's like the future promises many things as long as we're working hard. We've been through the darkest days for years, thinking that there'll be sunlight at the end of the tunnel.

Everything will be sugar and rainbow, perhaps.

But,
I think, a dream is just a a shattered dream.
I think, life do breaks us all.
I think, the future never promises anything.

To be honest, adulthood is totally a new realm for me.
It's your graduation day,
and you're jumping and throwing your mortar boards on the sky,
thinking that it's finally over.
You will have your job, your house, your new smartphone, your spouse and your children.
It's not, unfortunately.

You won't be promised that you will land your first job from the first interview.
2 vacancies and 2 000 applicants.
You can get your first rent house that's quite near to your workplace, but it's not cheap..
Or you won't get a good housemate.
You can get your new sophisticated smartphone.
And simply forgetting that you still need to pay for education loan.
You can marry anyone that you love.
But that doesn't mean that he or she will be your spouse forever.
You will have your children.
But it's not necessary means that their life will be secured.

Everything started going haywire, and you're doomed.
And that makes me realized that we can't control everything.


Through the darkest day, I close my eyes and pray.
Hoping that there'll be sugar and rainbow someday.

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